29/05/07 Tuesday

Arg Having Sunburn Since Monday haizzz
Still burning heat inside me ARGh....
Will Be Missing....Don't Miss Me

23/05/07

How to start it...

I heard A sentence "If I can choose I rather choose not to be famous"
I realized it is that the person i wan to be???
I think I am
I always try to make some move,joke around,make funny things
so ppl around me will notice me what I'm doing it just wan to get ppl's attention
is that wrong i really dunno i always feel that why so few ppl talking to me or hanging around me
I was wondering how come he/she always alot ppl hanging around with him/her
What so special with him/her
hmm...i just wan to try another kind of me when last time i was like always alone don't feel like
talking to ppl around me i always seem to be in my quiet world i just wan to try to be different abit
but for 1 sure things i always like to help ppl and concern about ppl i also dunno why maybe
that me :)
but i also feel tired already just to be another kind of person and i just wan to be "back" to myself
in the quiet world where i go alone,watching movie and walking around
but sometime i really feel lonely to it
I'm walking to a place where noOne knoe !

17/05/07 Thursday

Yeah Feeling Happy I get My Math test Result
I pass my Math test 60/100 maybe still abit low but i pass yeah yeah yeah
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I'm Was Wondering is there is a change Now or In the Past
I also can't find out Myself...
Ppl said i changing not the usual Me
Is that True....
did i change it with the environment or the friends or other things else
Ppl look at me said i become so talkative and busybody
I used to be quiet and i don't busybody asking things
Seeing thiS when ppl keep saiding how come u talk so much and ask so much things
then i was stunt why ppl said that to me when i was quiet and i didn't so talkative
ppl ask me how come u so quiet to yourself and don't bother about others always in my world
I have been changing it why u so talkative and become busybody why why
I'm thinking i wan to try and know my friends and i wan to go out with friends
not being 1 person alone watching movie 1 person eat lunch or dinner by myself i used to do that
Izzit i just trying to know my friends and accompany my friends to hangOut
Haiz I really Dunno by not talking ppl said i quiet when i start to talk ppl said i talk alot
I really dunno it
Changing is hard things for me
Sometime i really dunno why i drinking or keep hanging out late
Or i keep buried myself out.......
I really dunno what to do......


-SadSoul-

14/05/07 Monday

Haiz Quite A Worried Day
Today having Math Test in the afternoon
Already Put all my effort in keep studying and revising
When doing test my mind was blur and Confuse haiz
Quite A few Sums dunno how to do it haiz...
Coming Thursday result coming out hope can pass it
if not i really dunno how or what to do
Hope i can pass it for the first time after so many years
I really hope it I really hope it...............

12/05/07 Saturday

Looking at today
Waking up at today
Guess what is today
Wondering What is today
All this guessing,looking and Wondering
I think 12/05/07 was my most meaningful day of my Life....
I have been studying and revising my mathematic almost 8hrs at Mac(Bukit.panjang)
with My Cousin
Still feel abit worry about it Monday is my math test i take as a Exam
I have 80% of confident i will pass it
looking at time now already 2am reaching hs at 11.50pm feeling tired already
i will be ending here btw...HappY Mother DAy :)

08/05/07 Tuesday

Looking very Stress Went back to skool after 1 day of mc i was shock got math exam next monday omg starting to feel very worry about it still got alot i haven learn as i skip 1day of math lesson due to sick....how how very stress....after skool i decide to meet up with my Jiayuan(Cousin) went to Bukit timah Market to have dinner 2gather have some nice food and have some chat..feeling quite relieve after that went to np to take a walk as my cousin going to library to find some books as i walking pass saw a vase of flower really very nice look at all my stress is gone...beautiful things always had the way to look for.....
End Here

07/05/07 Monday

Juz Woke Up Around 8am+...
looking around my room my head is turning
having headache,flu,Stomachpain,coughing
Am'I sleeping lately or not enough sleep or staying out late or something else or keep drinking
Me myself is wondering Am'I doing that lately
Having lesson at 8am but can't go skool feeling so sick
Went to polyclinic to see doc around 9am+ reg at 10.15am doc see me 11.50am
that a long way waiting becoming more sick while waiting for doc look at my hp
saw quite a number of sms my classmates msg me How Come I didn't go skool
I feel abit happy for that wow my classmates are so nice and caring
Just Wat Receive a Call From Clifton "Ask Me where Am'I" telling him at polyclinic seeing doctor
Clifton Ask me again Must be going home late Last Nite And Drinking right..I just blur there and said dunno.....
Ask me how about at nite wan to meet and chit chat....No didn't reply him.....
My Mind keep thinking of something...........
hmm doctor give me 1 day mc
End Here.

05/05/07 Saturday

Went To Joanne 21St Birthday at Ahola Chalet at nite
before that waiting for a friend to go with me guess wat didn't meet me at all puting me plane
sleeping for so many hours really dunno how come a person can sleep so long haiz
after that went to a pub dunno wat name already meeting angie there after awhile kim came
But Clifton and joan lost his way through out the journey didn't came and find us hmmmm so went to find clifton and joan at acoustic pub
btw reach there i think clifton is drunk the way i saw his face me also dunno just follow after that clifton and joan bring us go other pub As for Me follow them as a Guardian Angel wat i always do...
Saw Xue in a pub oh my secondary skool friend didn't see her since i grad about 5years chat for awhile....And Saw 1 more familer Face "Weide" haha
then then then follow the rest to 97 like a pub or ktv haha i also dunno never been there at orchard plaz except clifton and weide didn't go we put him alone haha
So many things happen that nite .....reach home at 6am+++ falling asleep.....

04/05/07 Friday Nite

I declared I don't want to plan gathering,outing,watching movie,making choices,eating dinner or lunch,calling ppl I'm tired of it why always "Me The One" doing all that all the times can't u all ppl give me break very sick of it excepted study i choose that choice for that! now is time let my friends make choices i just need rest plz.......

02/05/07 Wednesday

Already schooling for 12years and it was the 3rd time i late for school really feel moody today stuck in traffic,get wet from raining+ morning stomach pain dunno why...such a bad day for me...feeling sick....haiz good things always not coming to me but bad things always come looking for me haiz

I receive a msg from a classmate.....the msg start with......

"Always think good things,look at good things,listen to good words..do this to be a correct person in life.."

If me always think of good things izzit really come true,looking at good things will feel good?,listen to good words will make u a correct person in life ? will this Come upon d me ?hope so .....end here feeling sick hope will recover well....10.30pm......

01/05/07 Tuesday

Feeling So Blur 2day maybe because of holiday waking up at 3pm++ feeling bored and not much mood dunno why always feeling this way.....thinking of something what my friend ask me HorngYunn are u sure u won't look for a gf.....thinking about it should I ? Is not because I don't i feel scared and i don't dare to look for one....Maybe i not that type of guy that gal looking for.... Me myself also dunno why i always get reject maybe i too talkative,busybody,Not goodlooking,Too caring,ugly or fat......But i think i not in all this category or maybe in it.....nothing much more to wrote....end here......