17/06/07 Sunday

Hmm btw Got Something to said it out "HaPpy Father Day"
didn't quite celebrate with due to father is working....
Actually Me also dunno what things to blog Can't think of what to write...
I always felt something is missing in my life but I think u all readers maybe knoe hehe
As times really pass by fast each day by each day thinking of it
Answer "Getting Older and Older"
Is that really what i thinking Me have some kind of feeling i think i have a crush on someone
maybe i myself can't feel it i dunno weather is crush on someone haiz mind very very blur
but i don't dare to step forward maybe that myself.....
but thinking of that what is the point right "Loving Someone doesn't need to let her knoe "
just keep inside your true Heart...maybe that will feel better
End Here.....

Thurday 14/06/07

Haiz Quite A sad Day
Getting my result for math test
I fail haiz get 32/100 looking a paper seeing the result
I just feel moody but i act as happy
why why why why why why why
Beacuse i don't wan to look sad ppl look at me will said try harder next time lor
Wondering i have been studying quite hard for it but Come to test
Suddenly just went blank,Am'I too stress too nervous.....
But I looking forward it for the Next test.....
I will study very hard for it......

-SadSoul-

29/05/07 Tuesday

Arg Having Sunburn Since Monday haizzz
Still burning heat inside me ARGh....
Will Be Missing....Don't Miss Me

23/05/07

How to start it...

I heard A sentence "If I can choose I rather choose not to be famous"
I realized it is that the person i wan to be???
I think I am
I always try to make some move,joke around,make funny things
so ppl around me will notice me what I'm doing it just wan to get ppl's attention
is that wrong i really dunno i always feel that why so few ppl talking to me or hanging around me
I was wondering how come he/she always alot ppl hanging around with him/her
What so special with him/her
hmm...i just wan to try another kind of me when last time i was like always alone don't feel like
talking to ppl around me i always seem to be in my quiet world i just wan to try to be different abit
but for 1 sure things i always like to help ppl and concern about ppl i also dunno why maybe
that me :)
but i also feel tired already just to be another kind of person and i just wan to be "back" to myself
in the quiet world where i go alone,watching movie and walking around
but sometime i really feel lonely to it
I'm walking to a place where noOne knoe !

17/05/07 Thursday

Yeah Feeling Happy I get My Math test Result
I pass my Math test 60/100 maybe still abit low but i pass yeah yeah yeah
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I'm Was Wondering is there is a change Now or In the Past
I also can't find out Myself...
Ppl said i changing not the usual Me
Is that True....
did i change it with the environment or the friends or other things else
Ppl look at me said i become so talkative and busybody
I used to be quiet and i don't busybody asking things
Seeing thiS when ppl keep saiding how come u talk so much and ask so much things
then i was stunt why ppl said that to me when i was quiet and i didn't so talkative
ppl ask me how come u so quiet to yourself and don't bother about others always in my world
I have been changing it why u so talkative and become busybody why why
I'm thinking i wan to try and know my friends and i wan to go out with friends
not being 1 person alone watching movie 1 person eat lunch or dinner by myself i used to do that
Izzit i just trying to know my friends and accompany my friends to hangOut
Haiz I really Dunno by not talking ppl said i quiet when i start to talk ppl said i talk alot
I really dunno it
Changing is hard things for me
Sometime i really dunno why i drinking or keep hanging out late
Or i keep buried myself out.......
I really dunno what to do......


-SadSoul-

14/05/07 Monday

Haiz Quite A Worried Day
Today having Math Test in the afternoon
Already Put all my effort in keep studying and revising
When doing test my mind was blur and Confuse haiz
Quite A few Sums dunno how to do it haiz...
Coming Thursday result coming out hope can pass it
if not i really dunno how or what to do
Hope i can pass it for the first time after so many years
I really hope it I really hope it...............

12/05/07 Saturday

Looking at today
Waking up at today
Guess what is today
Wondering What is today
All this guessing,looking and Wondering
I think 12/05/07 was my most meaningful day of my Life....
I have been studying and revising my mathematic almost 8hrs at Mac(Bukit.panjang)
with My Cousin
Still feel abit worry about it Monday is my math test i take as a Exam
I have 80% of confident i will pass it
looking at time now already 2am reaching hs at 11.50pm feeling tired already
i will be ending here btw...HappY Mother DAy :)